What If I Never Love Again

Adele - All I Ask ft. Bruno Mars (Mashup) Clip

I've been up since before 2 AM. Had to check my blood sugar since I had a half cup of buko pandan salad from Phil House when I picked up my baby girl from my sister's house. Sure enough, my BS was 237. Shot six units of regular insulin.

I'd been good this evening after my walk with Akira. I had two bowls of organic baby spinach with balsamic vinaigrette, feta cheese and walnuts. But the puko pandan got me. I had bought it from Phil House for Tita Gigi's birthday dinner per Tita Lila's request.

I'd been playing music videos on my Macbook after numerous plays of my downloaded video of Lisa's "Moonlit Floor." Among others, I watched ROSÉ & Bruno Mars - APT. (live from 2024 MAMA AWARDS), LISA’s LLOUD Christmas Party, Ariana Grande Last Christmas/ Santa Tell Me, ROSÉ - Last Christmas (Wham! Cover) in the Radio 1 Live Lounge. I checked BBC Radio 1's YouTube channel's main page and watched the featured video of Sabrina Carpenter - Espresso (Radio 1's Big Weekend 2024)... which reminded me of Bruno Mars covers Adele's All I Ask in the Live Lounge.

Bruno Mars' cover of "All I Ask" was on continuous repeat on my laptop, on my phone while I drove,... the past few years. But the audio of his vocal isn't that loud. So I searched and serendipitously found the video mashup of Adele and Bruno Mars on "All I Ask." Bruno Mars' vocals are louder. Awesome.

I downloaded the audio of the music video.

Searching this site, I found that I posted Bruno Mars covers Adele's All I Ask in the Live Lounge on April 18, 2021. I had been talking to someone for a little over a month then. 

Lyrics

I will leave my heart at the door
I won't say a word
They've all been said before, you know
So why don't we just play pretend?
Like we're not scared of what's coming next
Or scared of having nothing left

Look, don't get me wrong
I know there is no tomorrow
All I ask is

If this is my last night with you
Hold me like I'm more than just a friend
Give me a memory I can use
Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do
It matters how this ends
'Cause what if I never love again?

I don't need your honesty
It's already in your eyes
And I'm sure my eyes, they speak for me
No one knows me like you do
And since you're the only one that matters
Tell me who do I run to?
Look, don't get me wrong
I know there is no tomorrow

All I ask is
If this is my last night with you
Hold me like I'm more than just a friend
Give me a memory I can use
Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do
It matters how this ends
'Cause what if I never love again?

Let this be our lesson in love
Let this be the way we remember us
I don't wanna be cruel or vicious
And I ain't asking for forgiveness

All I ask is
If this is my last night with you
Hold me like I'm more than just a friend
Give me a memory I can use
Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do
It matters how this ends
'Cause what if I never love again?